Honestly really now I'm loosing more & more eachday. especially through all the pain i go through every now & then. I'm so depressed & so much stressin' over my problems. I don't know what to do. Sometimes at some point I can't control myself & then I loose it I just canb't home earliy of the day from the hospital Knowing that I was not gonna live any much longer. I fear so much. Every minute as time passes by I think of what had happened what could've hapened. *sigh If only i knew this would've happened I shoulda nevere met him...
