i can still remember the day that i posted this:
Tuesday, 9 December, 2008 10:34 AM
Subject: u got me living in the past….
Message:
hehe…
nah… whats this?…
i saw her the day before yesterday.
saw her yesterday………………
saw her awyl ago……………….
will i be able to see her tomorrow?
………………………………….

(Dec.31)

jst yesterday, ( i was shocked about the news that my friend told me )
then i realized that , the hangin question that keeps on lingering on my mind,

would end up havin a SAD answer.
yes…
I saw her again, but she didnt even noticed that i was standing just right beside her.
i saw her again, and at that moment i wanna tell her "hey, im here to see u. I've been longing to be as close like this to you again."
but she can hear me no more...

there's a layer of clear glass in between us... underneath was a bed of silk cloth where she lay, eyes closed.
this is not how i wanted to see her again.
this is not.......
but…. its too late…
…………………………………
may you Rest In Peace… Desiree