that it was Friday lol. 
(to folks who have different religions I know it is different in some ways) For me, I am fortunate to still be here, living. I know a lot of peeps who...their times...ended here on Earth already. I may not be die-hard religious like others may be, but I mean believe in God, so yeah. You know how they say if you stand in a circle with people, all y'all put your shoes full of issues/drama/problems in front of each other, most likely to not take someone else's shoes but keep yours. I find this to be true somewhat, I mean...I can say that much...I don't think anyone in their right mind would wanna be me. With the struggles I've been through and surpassed, sure has strengthened me to be better, stronger, and wiser. 
(Sure most of you could say same) I believed most would have failed long time ago if in my shoes. (That's just my opinion) 21 years old so far, my spark still going...(turn 22 in a few weeks by the way August 13th lol)...feels like I am going on 50 or something rofl. Glad my flame hasn't burned out yet. So much more to see...do...conquer...
So I went to doctor, got checked up, did blood analysis on me, responded with the fact that my chemicals are imbalanced or whatever.
This is due to high stress. 
(Course I could have told you this) So now on this pill/capsule (Ahh, it is huge) to take 3 times a day to get to "normal" regulating supposedly!!! Because doctor said may lead to severe conditions of like blood clotting in the brain or something resulting in death, I'm just like WOW!!! 
CRAZYYYY, BUT REALLLL
Since my intermediate family left out of the country, I'm here with relatives because I am not ready to move out of the "Land of Freedom" permanently that is!!! Took the youngsters (cousins) to the Demi Levato (pop gal singer for the little kids um Disney channel connected, etc.) concert out here. They loved it haha! Boy, I remember being young, I would have loved to go to a Britney Spears concert when she was first starting her career, I admit she WAS hot haha! Sure brings back memories lol, I mean sure would be nice to be young again, when I mean this, I say baby young actually...like firstborn, you know...(eat, sleep, puke, and poop) with nothing else on the mind AHAH. 
Anyhow, afterward the concert, was hungry like whoa, went to this new mall. It was crap, like I mean okay you have all these brand name stores (Louis Vuitton, Gucci, etc.) and junk, but um, no food court?!?! SERIOUSLYYYY, oh man, food is king to me!!! I was just like so what uppity well folks can shop for gear, but can't eat?!?! 
Reminds me of how there is good and bad to living in the "hood" as oppose to living in the "white neighborhood" (Oh by the way, hope I ain't offending anyone, I am by no means racist at all, just saying okey dokey) It is obvious that the hood has high crime, but I am just so used to eating my soul away ahah (food) for cheap, but a lot lol. Those 3-course meals in the "white neighborhood" just don't cut it for me! (expensive appetizer if you ask me) Don't get me wrong, I'd try the fancy smancy foods but not worth it in my opinion. I mean for example, the “white neighborhood" for miles love giving tickets for ridiculous reasons when driving a car, um no pawn shops, no places like Lil Caesars Pizza, KFC, Popeyes, Church Chicken. Heck, it ain’t even got deals when the hood got deals on food for example right now, Quiznos buy one regular price sandwich, get second one for a buck...can't find this in white neighborhood... The crime may be lower, but I mean the gas is expensive compared to filling up gas in the hood. It annoys me sometimes because it is the idea of not having both, have to be separate between one another...I have to choose what to get in the hood and what to get in the white neighborhood because they are so different. When I want this...that...gotta go to this...that...neighborhood...what a hassle...annoying...
Trust me, I don’t live in no superficial wealthy neighborhood, more like a middle class area that wants to be uppity like whoa and that is still expanding.
Hahah, so much for the Super Bowl down here in Florida, now they wanna host the upcoming Olympics, but Florida’s bus system sucks off the beeheeziez, so got denied. 
Oh yeah saw a banner ahah, economy so jacked up, damn pros and cons to it, heh, ONE DOLLAR haircut at some place, reminds me that I need to get one lol, but then I am like maybe I should just leave it "long hair no care" haah, try to grow a mustaciogoateebeard while at it LMFAOOOO
Significant other as they call it...well she got me on speed dial
and mentioned marriage within a few years, WOW!!! AHAH if you ask me...what a combo to swallow...being young still...adult young 
