I've always wondered why I couldn't have a real relationship. Like one where I trust the person I'm with and we make promises which we try to keep. I've never found myself in a situation where I'm so distraught with emotion because I feel like I've been cheated because I've never really trusted anyone. I don't see the point. It's a set up for disappointment. I always listen to my friends complain about their boyfriends and how they want to be single after such a long time. My response to this problem; I just want to have fun.
Or maybe I'm cocky and think no one is up to my standards. HA! Well, whatever the reason, I'd like to know. It's been bothering these past few weeks. I'm starting to feel this empty void inside...as if I'm doing something wrong with my life. Any ideas?
