its been a long time since my entire family sit down together. it feels good to see all my brothers and sister. along with all my neices and nephews. it feel so weird that im now expected to be in these family meetings. befor, my brother and i was too young to be a part of it. but now not only am i there buty input is wanted. feels good in a weird "i don't want to grow up" kinda way. i know the sands of time will still fall but i wish it would slow down. i've lived for a quarter century alreay. yet i still feel like such a kid. many things still remind me that im no longer a child...like the fact that my oldest nephew is going to be in highschool next year...n i remember the day of his birth like it was yesterday. in a way it feels good that my family now except as a "grown man" but i still hold on to the fact that i don't want to be a child. i don't have michael jackson complex, i just don't want too many responsibility... and i don't want to be taken too seriously
i'm not quite as old (or wise ) but i feel the same way. Life seems a lot busier and time always feel like its flying by way too fast. It's easy getting stuck on a mundane routine when worrying about money already consumes so much of you. Life as teen on the other hand was so vivid because everything was simpler then; less worries and little responsibilities to take care of made life easy to enjoy