recently i find myslf with a lil bit more time on my hands then b4. since my life is very stable n AYA seem so dead. i would like to try to liven it up a bit in here. so ima do alot more posting... but rest asure, it won't be alot of random crap i put on just for the sake of puttin on. it'll be from deep thoughts or from the heart and yeah there will be some randomness but i'll keep it to a minimum.. i would hope that alot of u will do the same. my friends say the reason why i only have a group of 4 close friends is cause i keep too much of what i feel or think to myself. though i don't think its true. i happen to think im a very out spoken person. i might as well work on it just in case what they saying is true. n what better place to do it with then a social network of asian people huh? right right? so if u rather not read the abstract, valgar and at time grotest and twisted view on the world then just say nay. those who do then give me a yay

I myself like to keep it simple: few close friends > many acquaintances. I have friends who have a ton of acquaintances but to me it seems a bit shallow to know a ton of people & not actually really know any of them. It's probably why I stopped clubbin & started just being social everywhere else. I like to have long conversations, whether it'd be about small things or things I'm really interested in + I was getting tired of hanging out w/ people more than twice & our friendships never got beyond the superficial. I'd rather have a tight-knit, small group of friends because those are the people I'd like to think would be in my life for as long as I live, they're the ones who know me best, they've experienced my highs & lows and still stuck around, and they're the ones who I'd share whatever I have w/.