yeh...fcuking delete my thread....

Great...

 Well im jst going to write up another Thread....CUZ IM FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW AND I DONT CARE IF I GET POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE FEEDBACK IM JST WANTING TO LET RIP..

 WDF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS?? FCUK..WHY DO PPL THINK THEY SOO FUCKING GANGSTAH AND SHIET....MY EX...TONE AND HIS NEW GF STILL THINK IM NOT OVER HIM...BUT I FUCKING AM..I TOLD THEM TO GET IT THRU THEIR FUCKING THICK HEADS THAT IM OVER THAT FATFUCK....BUT NO THEY STILL WANAN BE IMMATURE FUCKS AND STILL WANNA START SHIT WITH ME...STILL WANNA FIGHT ME..FCUK WHY THE FCUK ARE THEY ACTING LIKE 14 YEAR OLDS? I HAD TO BE THE BIGGER PERSON TIME AND TIME AGAIN AND HAD TO IGNORE THEM...ACTULLI I DIDNT HAVE TO IGNORE THEM..I COULD HAVE JUST GONE OVER TO HIS HOUSE AND FUCKING STABBED HIM AND THAT BITCH TO DEATH...BUT I DECIDED IT AINT WORTH IT..SO I JST IGNORED THEM....THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO THEY DO?? THEY FUCKING CALL UP MY PARENTS AND SAY THEY ARE FROM HOSPITAL AND CHILDWELFARE AND SAY THAT IM FUCKING PREGNANT? WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THAT ABOUT?? HOW FUCKING LOW CAN THEY GO....MAN....IM SOOO FUCKING SCARED...IM GOING TO PISS AND SHIT MY PANTS...SIF.

THEY THINK IM SCARED CUZ I SAID I DIDNT WANNA FIGHT...BUT WHAT THE HELL? IT JUST MEANS I DONT WANNA FIGHT.....I DONT CARE IF I GET BASHED OR SHIT I JST DONT WANT TROUBLE IN MY LIFE....I HATE THAT...I JUST HAD SHIT WITH MY PARENTS AND JUST AS IT WAS GETTIN BETTER THEY HAD TO COME ALONG AND FUCK IT ALL UP AGAIN...I HATE THEM SOOO MUCH...IVE NEEVER HATED SOMEONE BEFORE BUT NOW I KNOW HOW THE HELL IT FEELS...I FEEL LIKE SHOOTING THEM....AND IF I HAD A GUN I WOULDNT HESITATE TO..

I KNOW I MIGHT BE SOUNDING HYPOCRITICAL BY SAYING I HATE THEM AND THEY ARE ACTING ALL TEEENYBOPPER GANGSTAH AND ALL BUT HAVE ANY OF YOU BEEN SOOO PISSED OFF THAT U JUST DIDNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES....BEEN SOO FRUSTRATED THAT U FELT THE ANGER BURNING IN YOUR CHEST...

WELL THATS HOW I FEEEL....AND I DONT CARE..I JST NEED TO LET THIS SHIT OUT....ITS PISSING ME OFF HARDCORE.... 

hey bree just gimie 200 and i'll handle it jkz jkz i aint no hitman haha shit man that sum fuked up shit anywayz lata tc...

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KILL EM ALL !! BLOOD IS TASTY

i left it alone yet again...

There have been threats:: theres been everything...it relli shits me...still shits me that i cant teach these hardkients a lesson...

THEY call ME immature when they are the ones acting like they all that just cuz people got their backs...

WATS THE POINT OF PPL HAVING YOUR BACK WEN U CANT EVERN DO YOUR DIRTY WORK YOURSELF. TO ME...MY EX AND HIS GF NEED A MAJORITY OF PEOPLE TO FEEL SAFE::CONNECTED::POWERFUL AND IMPORTANT. BUT WHAT KIND OF POWER IS THAT? WHEN U NEED 10000 PEOPLE TO SUPPORT YOU JUST SO YOU CAN STAND UP AND BEAT THAT BITCH UP OR U CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FCUK U LIKE..JUST CUZ YOU HAVE BACKUP...

maybe im too much of  a smartass for them cuz i never take their words seriously and i end up mocking them and making jokes outta them which pisses them off even more but gratifies me..or maybe i just dont need people to have my back to say woteva the fcuk i want. or maybe they just cant get it thru their thick heads that i AINT SCARED OF THEM. but woteva it is...

Ill jst leave it as it is...I NEVER want to SEE THEM IN MY WHOLE LIFE AND IF THEY DIED AND BURNED IN HELL I WOULD LAUGH FROM MY PLACE IN HEAVEN.. HOW HORRIBLE IS IT TO HATE SOMEBODY??? THAT YOU FEEL NUMB EVEN IF THEY ARE IN PAIN...im not a violent person...but recently ive been really wanting them to both die...

><'' i dont know....i know i wont do it but im scared...im on the brink of jst cracking....and its like up to the point where i dont relli care whether THEIR friends come after me and knife me or hurt me or woteva....its up to the point where im numb to the fact that if i hurt them bad enough i might just end up doing time....