Okay is it just me or is everyone and their effin dog's sister getting married nowadays? GOD I hate you all. As each day goes by when i'm going to school or at the gym I see all these happy ass effin couples out there and i'm hearing about more people that want to get married or planning on getting married.

It seems that all these people are finding their someone special and yet I feel so lost. I feel like I am not meant to experience TRUE LOVE. Like if it's not in my vocabulary.

I have dated for the past 10 years and yet dealt with alot of bullsh!t. Let's just say that I am still waiting patiently after all this time for that someone special. But honestly I feel like that I am not meant to be with anyone.

Prove me if i'm wrong but the more I go on, the more I believe that True love does not exist in my world.

yeah f*cking easy for you to say JANNA! your effin 18 and you have a relationship. And i've dealt with alot of effin bad apples. SO whatever janna, like i said easy for you to say because you have someone. I'm gonna be 27 this year and I still have found anyone special so dont talk because you have something that I dont.

umm FYI I dont believe in luck, good or bad. Never have and never will. Luck is something that is made up in the mind to help people feel better and to give them hope. But since I know that TRUTH overpowers LUCK I dont believe in it. Same goes for TRUE LOVE. Sorry to say but I don't believe in that sh!T no more because also, TRUTH overpowers LOVE and  I know that LOVE is plainly just a bunch of b#llsh!t.

So congradulations for all of you that have a relationship, bf/ gf, because people like myself will NEVER know what it's like to be in a long lasting, genuine relationship.

fine, enjoy having something that some of us that are LESS FORTUNATE dont have.

Damn. Why are you so damn bitter against everyone that posts? They weren't even being mean, just trying to be nice and offer advice.

Fine fine im sorry, I just hate seeing everybody all happy and fucking in their long lasting succussful relationships and i've been dealing being single and no having someone special for the past 10 years now.

It's fine man. Don't sweat it too much. Sometimes the problem is you're too focused in wanting a relationship. Just let it come to you. Once it does, you'll be happier, because you weren't looking for it. More special, I guess.

I don't think people who look for love ever find it. People usually just stumble upon it. You meet someone by chance. And you find that you have common interests and you start to build a relationship with them. It grows.

In the meantime, chill with friends. That's what I do. Just have fun with your boys and your girl friends.

Honestly I don't even try to look for it. I've been single for 10  GAWD DARN long years man since i've had a genuine relationship. And being in the ARMY is hard as it is because i'm gonna get deployed to kosovo for a year starting august. So honestly how am I gonna meet some people if i'm gonna be gone to another country.

I honestly am starting to really get upset and mad seeing younger people get into relationships and starting to get involved in getting engaged or married.

So what the fuck ever. Some people have it so fucking good. They dont have to look hard or wait that long becuase BOOM it's right fucking there. when some of us like myself probably wont ever get that in my fucking existence.

I have no problems with relationships.

...cause I dont have one. = /

Dang man. To be honest, im in the same situation as you. But the only diff im a little younger. Just keep your head up my man.

"No matter how hard you try to plan your life; Life has a plan for you, on its own."

I dont know if you belive in God. But just trust that he has a plan for you and everyone in this world. You just gotta be Patient, Humble, and have Faith.